Yipee~

finally finally finally.. exams are OVER!!! not exactly feeling really relieved and happy (maybe due to the long break in between my last 2 papers).. but at least I can have a break from all the lectures, lecture notes, tutorials and sleepless nights..

2 more days and I'll be flying off le.. I'm happy of course! but it means 10 days of zero Dear.. and when I'm back.. he will be off to his reservist for 2 weeks? I have lots of catching up to do with my friends during this hols.. my council friends, sec sch classmates, JC classmates and Moon.. I miss you lahz.. come back soon kayz.. you know what? when you are back, school's gonna start real soon for us lor.. haiz~ faster faster come back!

Happy Holidays!

Winter Wonderland

I'm not the only one..

it actually feels good to have someone agreeing with what you feel.. at least I'm not the only one feeling this way~ Thanx Bala! =)

to have someone who actually have the same exact feeling towards a matter when the rest of your friends don't seem to understand whatever you are going through, feels good.. yeaah.. and I mean really good.. at least it confirms that there is something wrong somewhere.. but why is it the rest of the people just don't see it and keep saying that it's me and that I should give in and blah blah blah.. is it that they are trying to run away from this matter or is it really they don't feel anything about this? it seems like things always go smoothly and there are people backing up or finding excuses just for it..

when he told me his exact feelings.. I was so shocked! I din expect someone to feel like that too.. I tot maybe I was the weird one.. but NO! I am not.. I am PERFECTLY FINE and you all are the ones with the problem.. why keeping standing up for something which you don't agree? why keep finding excuses for something which don't deserve all this at all?

you are such a SPOILT BRAT!!! so SPOILT! stinky, smelly, rotten and decomposed! GET LOST! I don't wanna be like YOU! *yucks*

I just can't wait..

2 more papers and I'm done for the Semester.. but I'm more looking forward for my holiday with my parents.. I just can't wait to be on that plane on 1st December.. I love taking planes.. to anywhere it doesn't matter... all matters to me is getting my butt on that plane, that's all.. 10 days in thick thick clothings, with the cold wind blowing in my face.. I just can't wait anymore! someone please do something to speed time up so I can be on that plane flying to the cold cold place, enjoying myself like I never had the chance to!

同人不同命

in this world, nothing is fair.. we are all in the same situation, but sometimes, things just dont turn out so good for one person and it is the direct opposite for the other. it happened this afternoon.. not gonna elaborate but this is what it is.. all I can say, that's just too bad for me! what to do.. I am the bad person in this whole relationship thing.. I just have to suck up all that is given to me and shut up!

I need more TIME

after 3 consecutive days of papers.. I'm not say totally shagged out, but I'm really tired to continue studying.. yeap.. wasted 1 night yesterday, totally no feel to study for Mon's paper.. I'm now left with less than 2 days to finish 36 hours worth of lectures and 13 hours worth of tutorials.. OH MY.. and I'm nowhere near finishing.. I am so going to die lahz.. ZZzzz~ the worst is.. Mon's paper is 2004 and there are like never ending facts and formulas to memorise! I don't wanna screw up this paper cos I'm competing with the stupid year 3 DESIGN students.. and they are like super muggers and smart lahz.. and if I screw the paper up.. yeah.. you will see me supporting them from down there.. right at the bottom of the damn bell-curve.. give me the strength and power to stay awake for as long as possible to let me complete what I planned to do today.. jia you!

2 more days

omg.. suddenly I'm so scared.. haven't had this feeling for such a long time le.. and now I'm actually feeling it.. what happens next? MOM is really a killer lahz.. this module shouldn't be name Mechanics of Materials at all.. should be Mechanics of Mental Destruction (MOMD).. this is so OMG lahz.. even hugging the Buddha's leg oso no use le.. just a C is all I ask for..

ji...a... yo..u Ling.. Hoon and Sera.. jia you too!

exams exams exams

it's another Sunday morning but I'm already out of bed studying.. normally I could have slept till 10 or 11 am.. one reason I'm out of bed so early bcos I have to study.. but the main reason I'm out of bed since 0740 was bcos I slept at 2330 last night? hahaha.. tt's super early!!! bo bianz.. I'm just so tired.. i can sit upright with my notes in my hands and doze off!!! ZZzzz

was supposed to go out for steamboat dinner with Dear and his friends yesterday.. but seeing that I'm so stressed out, he decided not to join them and let me rest and study.. thanx Dear! I really appreciate it and I'm sorry you cant join the rest bcos of me.. I felt really touched when he left his study table and came up to check on me, worried that I'll be so stressed out.. thanx a million! =)

I'm still being drowned by Fluids, but moving closer to the surface and seeing some light there le.. jia you Ling! Next will be Mechanics.. dont let the beams and struts come crashing down on you!!! jia you jia you!

7 more days...

oh no.. it's 7 more days to the first paper.. I don't really count down to exams but duno why I'm doing it now.. most of my lectures have stopped last week, so this week seems kinda like a holiday? hahaha.. more of a time to pick up my momentum to study for my exam.. lucky me that my lecturers are able to finish 1 week earlier and give us more time to revise our work.. MAE isn't so bad after all.. but still, I cant help but wonder why am I in engineering.. it's so not me.. boring and tedious.. kills my already limited brain cells.. I'm tired but I know I cant stop and I have to keep going.. if only I'm in Sweden where you can take your time to finish school.. as least I could take 1 year or half year off to rest, relax and earn some small bucks for myself.. travel around and gain some experience which I will never be able to get in school.. if only.. if only.. hai~ there cant be so many if only in life!

hee.. back to MUGGING~ jia you Ling!

good run

finally a great run after so many months.. Hoon.. we need more runs man.. cannot be lazy le..

choir concert

it was Dear's choir concert on Saturday.. it was actually a choir group named City 21's performance, but they were invited to perform as guest performance ba.. hMM.. the performers are a group of relatively old people, like people in their late 40s.. and the night's concert was mainly in chinese and I couldn't really understand lahz.. anyways.. I was there to support Dear and not to understand the rest of the concert, so I think it's fine lahz.. hahaha.. though it was boring, I managed to stay awake throughout the 2 hours session! yeay!

my first time seeing my dear wearing a formal shirt and a tie to go with it.. ( my my.. he looks damn good!) also my first time watching him performing at a concert.. hehe.. though it's not a fantastic concert, I enjoyed myself. =)

I drove there.. to Victoria Concert Hall and I actually managed to make my way there alone!! *claps claps* hahahaha.. parked at Parliament House cos there's very little parking outside VCH.. Hui Qing and Justin went to support Dear too! we had supper at the Esplanade at this very cool chocolate place.. if I didn't remember the name wrongly, it's Max Brenner Chocolate Bar.. woohoo! the food there is expensive lahz.. but it's damn shiok!!! though I'm not a great chocolate lover, I love the things there.. it's sOOooo NICE!!!! but it's sOOooo SINFUL!!! *oops*

眼睛又红又肿了。。
头也很痛。。

we are all drifting.. drifting further and further away from each other..

如果你已经选择放弃我了，我也没什么好说的。。

juan.. it's not that I chose not to listen to you, but I'm really tired.. I need a long long rest someday.. I'm not like some people who can throw things aside for the time-being and forget about it after awhile..