FOC '07

going into Day 2 of FOC.. dont know why I'm so tired till I didnt catch the alarm this morning.. missed the Pool games in the morning.. joined them after lunch for Field games.. felt kinda out of place.. cant get into the OG.. and cant get into the seniors who were enjoying themselves throwing water bombs at the freshies and at the same time sabotaging each other.. just stood there like some kind of statue.. this just reminds me of myself at FOC last year.. couldnt click myself with the rest of the freshies and the seniors kept making fun of me.. now that I'm not a freshie anymore, where is it still the same for me? feel so out of place and everything..

I
miss Juan..
miss Juan's company during camp..
miss my Deyi councillors whom I had many wonderful camps with..

hopefully having the activities outside hall will help me feel more in place ba..

Bye Moon.. till December...

goodbye Moon.. the next time you'll be back.. it will be end of the year le..

this time round, I hope it's quality time spent with ya!

shoppING..
cruisING..
nua-ING..
sun-tannING..
catchING up..
cafe-ING..
enjoyING each other's company..

BUT no clubbing.. hmm.. we'll do it the next time you are back kayz! =)

let's all STUDY and MUG hard together for DECEMBER!

:: The Pretty Girls ::

:: Moon :: Me ::

stop the TIME!

FOC's starting tml..

school's starting in 8 days..

no more time to slack and nua..

time to study and mug like crazy again..


hopefully, tml's FOC will be something interesting and fun-filled.. not exactly looking forward for the camp though.. but just hoping my sixth sense is wrong about the camp being boring.. 4 days 3 nights.. WTF, jia you!

a NEW look..

my first time at SOHO.. my first time having my hair cut by Sunny.. and.. he is really good! didnt expect him to cut my hair short.. I asked for his opinion about cutting my hair short but he said from long hair to short hair, it takes time to do it.. so I really thought that he is just going to cut my hair abit shorter.. BUT!!! yeaap.. he did it and I'm really shocked! think it's not bad just that it makes my face, my head look round round one.. hahaha~ my first time in 3 or 4 years?

:: Me ::

:: Moon :: Me :: Fang ::

讲你知

a really nice song Jacky Cheung wrote for his wife!!! the lyrics are sooooo GOOD~~

What flavour ice-cream am I?

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Hall 14 and her new security

guess what? Hall 14 just added a new feature to her 4 lounges.. right under the air freshener you will see the newly added feature.. the "NO FOOD AND DRINKS" sign! WOW~ isnt that fantastic? we've got new things added to our lounge! *rolling eyeballs*

who in the world will go notice that sign under the air freshener? actually, nobody actually will go look at every part of the lounge, so who will notice that? I didnt notice it until some "very friendly" INDIAN (and I emphasize he is an INDIAN!) security came into the lounge to "remind" us that there is the sign there and we are not suppose to eat in there.. and I must say that he was very nice to allow us to eat in there this time round, giving us a warning and saying next time cannot do that anymore.. WAH.. SO NICE OF HIM LEHZ.. SO TOUCHED! THANK YOU SO MUCH LEHZ.. *pui*

then he came back again to try to catch someone that he thought he caught eating in the lounge before.. of course he made a mistake! just apologise and go.. but that's not what he did.. he stayed on and started to act friendly.. tried talking to us.. trying to instil some of his "values" into us.. "next time cannot ok.. be good.." Zzzzz.. feel like I'm a kindergarten kid 15 years ago.. he talk like we are some freshies that are new to the hall.. my goodness.. open your eyes bigger and see who you are talking to.. we are in this hall longer than you do.. so dont tell me that the sign was here all the while.. RUBBISH! and dont try to make yourself Mr Good kayz.. if you wanna write down my name and give the hall office.. by all means, do it.. 不要因为你没有写下我的名，你就可以好像好人似的。。真是不要脸！GET LOST! "dont talk to me about other people also eat in the lounge.. other people do wrong things, you also must follow?" you think you are a teacher arh? if you think you are one, then go NIE lahz.. why be a security in Hall 14?

NDP '07 (NE show2)

I've been to countless National Day Parade(NDP) since I was in primary school.. somehow, my dad will always be able to get the tickets for the event.. it was like a yearly event for us.. and I really got tired of it.. cos the parades are always about the same.. there was one year which I went with my friends.. Juan, Pris, Sherri and I.. only the 4 of us.. so many years back.. stopped for a few years and this year, I'm back! but not for the actual event.. went for the reheresal with Dear..

this year's parade is kinda different.. it is held at a new venue.. Marina Bay.. smaller venue and much lesser audience.. hmm.. the event wasnt fantastic but probably due to it being the reheresal.. I guess it will be much better during the actual day itself.. but kinda enjoyed myself there with Dear.. a refreshing way to spend our 7th month together too.. it's not everyday that we can have NDP reheresal that clashes with any other occassions you know.. hahaha~

:: Me and Him ::

:: The cute caps ::

:: In the Ponchos ::

:: The Helicopters with the HUGE national flag ::

:: The F16 ::

Super Star Virgo

back from Cruise le.. nothing really exciting, but the company of FLYY was all that matters.. we are a group of crazy girls that loves to take photos! can you imagine, 76MB worth of photos in 2 days on CMY's camera and there's still Fang's camera..

check-in at around 2030 on 18th July at Harbourfront Centre.. the queue was super long and we had to wait quite awhile before embarking onto the cruise. not much Singaporeans onboard, mostly Indians, Chinese and foreigners. the first thing we did after putting our things in our rooms, was to eat! The Mediterranean Buffet.. must really emphasize that the food was way way behind what I expected.. it was so different from the one that I was on the last time.. but one thing I like was that they had really hard breads, which is to my liking! hahaha~ we all thought the ship will set sail at around 2200 but it only started moving at 2330, and we missed it! hahaha~ were watching "The Fog" in our small and cosy bedroom.. after that was exploring the places on the cruise and PHOTO-TAKING, PHOTO-TAKING and MORE PHOTO-TAKINGS.. had a drink at Bellini and there was a live band singing.. they are good, VERY good.. den it was the karaoke at "Out of Africa karaoke pub". went in there thinking that we only had to pay for the drinks, but we were wrong! it's $30 per hour of singing in a private room.. but still, we decided to go ahead.. the songs were not bad.. we extended the session to 2 hours cos 1 hour of singing is really not enough!!! our session ended at 0340 and we were in our bed at 0400! *tired*

Day 2 started off with Dim Sum for breakfast.. I must admit that Fang's mum and aunties and cousins really can eat! Dim Sum wasnt enough for them! so off we went to the Mediterranean Terrace round 2 of breakfast! hahaha~ nahz.. that's for them only, definitely not for me! enjoyed the scenery at the stern of the ship.. and it was another round of PHOTO-TAKINGS for us! hahaha.. we will never ever get tired of photo-takings, isnt it? hahaha! continued exploring the cruise and it was TANNING for me and Moon at the deck! the sun was damn good.. 1 hour plus of tanning left Moon super red! I look quite the same, not much of a difference.. reached the harbour of Port Kelang and we got ready to disembark, heading for KL.. 1-Utama was where we visited.. a new shopping centre which we didnt get to buy much stuff cos the shopping centre actually have similar brands as Singapore and the things are rather expensive.. Dinner was on the cruise.. Bella Vista, some western restaurant which we didnt really know how to appreciate the food there.. hahaha.. the only thing we really like was the dessert.. chocolate pudding? hahaha~ it was an earlier night for us on Day 2.. turned in at around 0000.. *tired still*

Day 3 was just slacking around at the deck, attempting to tan with Moon.. reached Singapore at 1330.. and was back home in bed at 1530.. *very very tired*

photos to be up soon!

CRUISE!!

I'm off to Cruise with Fang, CMY and Moon in less than 2 Hours!!

开心！

back to Deyi~

another early day today.. had to wake up early all thanx to Kimberly who cant stay too long in Deyi.. Yeap.. Juan, Kim and I went back to Deyi to celebrate Aunty's bday.. it has been a really long long time since we last went back there.. Kinda miss the times when I was still a student in Deyi.. also caught up with Mr Chia, our Sec 4 form teacher.. apparently, he was asking Aunty about us yesterday, and today, we were back! hahaha~ 我们命好长喔！alot of things in Deyi has changed since we graduated there and most of our teachers are not there anymore le..

:: Our Dear Aunty ::

:: Juan :: Aunty :: Kim :: Me ::

Happy 1 year Anniversary!!!

no more triangle for me anymore! finally it's one year since I passed my driving test..

Donuts with Fang..

first time working with Fang at AMK hub yesterday.. wasnt supposed to be working with her actually cos I'll be leaving at 4pm and she only start work at 4pm.. but again, Esther cock some planning up again and Fang had to work from 4 to 6pm alone! how can she manage that 2 hours herself? so I pei her till 6pm lor.. it feels really different to work with someone you actually know. at least there is someone to talk to.. someone to kpkp about customers with.. someone to joke and laugh around with.. someone to help each other out..

stepping into the society to work gave me the chance to realise some things that I have never learnt from school, and that is, people in this society really sucks.. it's everything for themselves and they dont put themselves into other people's shoes to feel for them.. SELFISH~ they can come in late for work because the Boss is not around.. they just wont help out to do things if it's something they dont like to do.. no initiative to help when the other person is super busy.. it's simple.. they are BRAINLESS~

last 2nd day at Summerhouse Donuts today.. Sunday will be the last.. and then, it will be FOC and starting of school le.. OH NO!! I DONT wanna start school.. like I said before.. I havent have enough fun yet!

Cruise with Fang, CMY and Moon tomorrow.. HAVENT even pack my stuff.. hahaha~ hmm.. this is the first time I'm out of Singapore with my friends for a holiday.. though it's not somewhere very far or very nice, think it's good enough le.. but it's a pity we cant go as a whole team.. if we could, I'm sure we'll have so much more fun ba.. it's just a short trip and I'm gonna be back in SIngapore really fast. hope I can have a good rest and gather up my 心情 and get ready for school too..

I'm so gonna be a FAN of 张学友！

15th July 2007: the last day of 张学友 World Tour 07.. also marks the end of the 3 days work at Indoor Stadium for me.. in the last 3 days, I've done all the jobs there is for a GCO..

CMY had song-signing performance today at Toa Payoh Hub.. so Fang, Moon, Merv and I went down to support her! yay!! managed to take a few photos of her when she was on stage.. though it's not very nice and very clear, at least got something lahz.. hahaha.. will upload another time) AND Mama.. we were not late okayz.. we were very early so we went Mac to grab something to eat.. hehe~ I didnt manage to talk to her for long cos I had to leave for my work and she was taking such a LONG time!! hahaha~

after listening to 张学友 for 3 days, I really think he is a very very good singer! he really live up to his name as one of the 四大天王！*Salutes* AND.. I'm gonna be a FAN of him le!! 他真的好棒喔！！ he is 46 years old this year and he can still dance like someone that is only 18 years old! he is DAMN GOOD! 3 days of singing, talking and screaming/shouting, his voice is still there in tiptop condition.. he is DAMN DAMN GOOD! he can sing, dance and act.. he is FANTASTIC! the next time he comes to have a performance in Singapore, I'm gonna pay for the ticket to watch him.. and I hope it is not gonna be too far away from now.. =)

tired..

have been in and out of my home.. and for the past few days, I'm only back home to sleep.. work, meetings and gatherings with friends have left me treating my home like a hotel.. feel kinda bad though.. have been busy with Jacky Cheung's concert for the past 2 days, today is the 3rd and the final day.. his concert is FANTASTIC and the only thing I can complain about it is not being able to stand or sit in there to watch him.. hahaha~ was doing ticketing at the Premier entrance, so I had to be there the whole time so as to give the patrons who were leaving the venue and will be coming back their re-entry chop.. nevertheless, I managed to make a few new fellow friends while working there. and this is the first time I can get to talk to the other GCOs and the security staffs.

miss my 2 little nephews and somehow when I get to see them around, I feel really happy! Just brought home 2 of Sera's hamsters for my nephew, think he is gonna be jumping around the house happily when he sees the hamsters.. =) thanx Sera!

school term is starting real soon, and I've not even started to gather my 心情 to get myself ready for school.. I still wanna play, slack and enjoy myself!

Jacky Cheung is damn GOOD!

13th July 2007.. my first REAL concert at Indoor Stadium ever since I joined the team as a GCO.. JACKY CHEUNG's WORLD TOUR 2007..

the previous 2 jobs that I've done are the Aviva Open and the Lisa Wang one.. nothing great and it's really nothing as compared to Jacky's..

worked alone today.. HQ last min had something on, so didnt go for work.. anyway.. today's concert was a full house, meaning to say there were no empty seats around.. 9000 people in all.. that's really alot! did North again.. but this time, it wasnt the simple guarding arena job for me.. I had to make sure no one goes up into the Balcony level before the opening of doors. then it was tearing tickets for me outside the stadium.. my first time doing ticketing, it's not a simple job and it is really hot standing outside the stadium doing that.. after that was PLan A at the arena.. I'll be working for all 3 days and I hope I dont have to do that for all 3 days! hahaha~

I really think Jacky Cheung is damn good lahz.. his concert is really worth the money spent! think his is the only one which has 10 over songs for encore~ the whole thing ended super late.. like 11 plus, close to 12.. but still it's good.. only thing is that the sound system is so loud that I think I'll go deaf after consecutive 3 days of work there..

it's not disappearing.. HOW?

another appointment after 6 months at NUH.. I've been "visiting" NUH so often during the last 2 years of my life and spending so much of my parents' money.. all these because of a cynst in my ovary.. actually, I'm already immuned to all these things le.. drinking lots of water to fill up my bladder.. the wanna go to toilet but cannot do it feeling.. the scan.. the waiting time just to see the doctor.. the travelling to and fro NUH.. I'm so sick of it that I'm already feeling numb.. ask me if I'm worried.. I really dont know.. the cynst is still there but everytime I see the doctor, he will say "it's alright.. as long as it does not grow bigger, you are fine." cant say I am not a least bit of worried.. cos when the nurse called this morning to ask me to go back next month for another blood test.. I felt damn lost.. WHY? why another blood test next month? is something wrong with the test I did yesterday? I really hate blood tests! especially at NUH! they just cant seem to get blood out of me.. the first time was 6 times! they pricked me 6 times to get just a small little tube of blood from me.. 6 times at 4 different places! for someone who hates needles and injections.. that was an achievement! but please.. spare me the needles! yesterday.. they only have to prick me once.. but.. the first nurse didnt dare to prick me cos she really cant find my vein.. the 2nd nurse came and she remembered me from the last visit (the 6 times girl).. though I was only pricked once yesterday.. but that tube of blood took us like 5 to 10 minutes to get it.. *SUFFERINGS*

sometimes I just wished that they can just operate me and get the cynst out.. but.. I'm scared too.. scared of getting cut up by the operating knife..

everytime I visit a doctor when I fall sick, I'll never fail to think about how life is so unfair.. I dont know.. this thought just comes to me naturally.. have been a healthy person ever since I was born.. I seldom fall sick.. but when I slowly move on in life, I will start to fall sick more often and the type of sickness that I get is always not the normal type of sickness like flu, fever and blah blah blah.. cynst, piles.. what are all these? I dont even know what all these things are, but I have it.. it's like I'm gonna be stuck with them for the rest of my life.. if only I can just put all these aside and not go think about them.. but seeing so many "examples" happening around.. I dare not.. it's kinda scary knowing that you are going to die anytime and no medicines or whatsoever can cure you.. 我好佩服那些病患，明明已经知道自己不能活多久了，可是还很坚强和非常珍惜的过他们的每一天。

sHoP tiLL we DROP!

had a GREAT time with Fang and Moon today.. shopping, our favourite hobby(that is when we are a little richer than usual).. today wasnt one of the days when we have a little more money in our wallets or bank accounts.. but it has been a really long time since I last went out shopping with these 2 gers.. yeaah~

did my subject registration in the morning 930 to 1230.. was already very fast with my fingers, but I still didnt manage to get the indexs of my choice.. had to make a few changes and I couldnt get tech com into my timetable!!! *FRUSTRATION* why???? now I'm only doing 18 AUs, which is so so so little for an engineering student!!! I need one more module! if they dont give me an elective this coming semester, I am so going to die in my remaining semesters ahead! Fang, CMY anf Sera managed to get all their modules registered.. think if I dont get an elective, I'll go down to the office to appeal ba.. actually really hope to do tech com with the rest of the girls..

met the gers at Orchard.. I thought I'll be late, but I arrived on the dot and the 2 of them were late! hahaha~ started our day with Wisma, then Taka, back to Wisma and back to Taka again and then to Far East, last stop was Mango at Shaw and our last last stop was Far East again but that was to have dinner.. the 3 of us really spent alot alot.. each of us bought an average of 4 to 5 tops?? hahaha.. and we feel so bad about spending so much money! NO MORE SHOPPING for us le!!

Ding Tai Feng

yay! dinner after work with my family at Ding Tai Feng today, Raffles City's outlet.. =) it has been a super long time since I last went out for dinner with my family.. always busy for the past 6 weekends.. working as a Promoter for Nivea has left me so off family.. while everyone was having fun during the weekends, I have been standing at Watsons and rotting.. hahaha~

Ding Tai Feng wasnt really fantastic lahz.. the fried rice.. ok onli.. the noodles didnt really look very nice.. but the 小笼包 is good.. very nice! *slurps slurps*

I realised I can 减肥 when I'm selling donuts.. cos I can last the whole day with just the breakfast! it wasnt like that when I was working for Nivea.. I'm always hungry before the break! hahaha~ so now.. I'm actually eating only 2 meals per day.. breakfast and dinner!! yay!! =)

today was another day of spending all my income that I earned for the day.. maybe I should just say.. I'm left with $7 from these 3 days' work.. oh no! I've not even received my pay yet and I've already spend it all dry!! this is not good at all.. I need to control.. but.. I'm going out with Fang and Moon on Tuesday which means spending even more! die died died-ed.. hahaha.. I've gotta work more for donuts!! but I'm onli left with like 1 month before school starts.. I have no more time!!! going for cruise which is 3 days burnt.. having FOC coming up which is another 4 more days burnt.. wooah.. no more income for me le.. but I still wanna shop... ... ... ... ...

Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

heard this song on my MP3 player on my bus ride home.. have been listening to this songs for maybe a thousandth time.. but I just dont understand why this song has a very deep impact on me.. and everytime I hear this song, I just dont feel like myself.. as in.. I dont feel good and I actually feel uncomfortable.. it's weird how this song can bring such feelings to me...

I smell like DONUTS!!

another day selling donuts.. but today was at Burlington Square, the main branch.. I dont mind working there, but if I work there, I will smell like their donuts there.. the oil and everything.. hai~ the ventilation there is NO good at all! okay.. at Burlington, we are like actually working in the kitchen.. the front is the counter and everything.. selling our donuts there, but right behind us is the KITCHEN! and they do the frying of donuts right BEHIND us! of course I will smell like the DONUTS at the end of the day with their poor ventilation machine!

Mum just complained about how bad my clothes smell.. you know what? I am so amazed by how a polo tee can actually make the whole toilet smell like DONUTS! (and dont think that a toilet smelling of donuts is nice, cos it's NOT! it's GROSS!) and you know what's the best part? I think my hair smells like one too! OMG~ this is driving me nuts!!! what is worse?? Esther called me at around 8pm to tell me that there was a misunderstanding and she wants me to go down to Burlington tml to work again!! I am so so so tempted to play punk and tell her I'm not feeling well and I cant go to work tml.. but somehow.. I just cant bring myself to do it.. I dont know why I cant this time round.. maybe bcos I know that it will be very very busy, there wont be anyone to help out and Rena cant handle it tml.. hai~ I really dont want to smell like donuts and oil and whatever that smell is again.. I hate it!!!

Dear called while I was somewhere in that heap of donuts.. hahaha~ felt great! hearing some familiar voices in midst of your work just perks you up! or at least for me.. yeah~ but that was all I had for the day.. phone was back to being silent except for moon's sms-es to confirm the night's dinner..

met Moon and Merv for dinner after work.. finished work at 7pm but I waited for the 2 of them till 8pm.. ZZzz.. was feeling really tired after all the standing.. serving.. and washing up.. legs and feet aching like crazy(worse than Nivea's job!).. and I so much wanna be back in my own comfy bed with this morning's rain.. hahaha.. took them to "Ah Chew's desserts" for desserts.. walked around at Bugis Junction and guess what? I spent today's pay on a ring! this ring is SO EXPENSIVE! and I bought it.. omg~ I'm crazy lahz.. Moon lahz.. says it's nice and I should buy and pamper myself.. haiyo~ it's really nice and I've been searching for a ring for a really really long time le, so.. I bought it.. hahaha~ thinking back, yeaap.. it has really been a long long time since I last pampered myself.. hmmm.. right? RIGHT! cant remember when was the last time I actually bought myself something.. yeah.. so.. it isnt so bad afterall.. heez~

and tomorrow will be a smell like DONUTS day again..

Transformers...

remember Transformers as in the old cartoons back when we were kids? yeaah.. it's on the screens now! just went to watch it with Dear and his 2 friends, Jin Jia and Yong Yee.. many people have watched it and everyone is like "yeaah.. it's damn good.. must watch.." that's what I hate about listening to people commenting and then going down to catch it myself later.. the movie just doesnt turn out as good as I expected it to be..

this is another one of the many that didnt really meet up to my expectations.. no doubt the show is nice.. like you can see all the machines transforming from one form to another, and being awed by it.. but I think there isnt really a storyline there ba.. doesnt really makes much sense to me.. hmm.. too many things going on at a time on the big screen and alittle to loud for my ears.. yeaap. and I got a headache.. hahaha~ but but but.. the show has a little humour there which I really like.. funny and laughing my heads off(hmm.. not really my heads OFF).. and I still like the blue red silver truck.. what's his name called? ah.. Optimus Prime! I LOVE that truck he is before being transformed into the robot.. this is the one which I can still remember alittle from te cartoons.. Tranformers werent exactly from my era, but I've watched alittle about them when I was a kid..

donuts.. anyone?

my first day of work selling donuts at AMK hub outlet.. 2 girls were there when I reached.. Si Ping and Kate I think.. the 2 girls that Fang and I took the application form from.. the 2 of them were doing the toppings and fillings all the time I was around.. I only served the customers and arranged the donuts into the baskets at the counter.. kinda nervous initially and not really very familiar with the cash machine, and Si Ping caught me calculating the things wrongly! I feel so bad.. thought that she was kinda fierce and unfriendly at first, but slowly, I felt more comfortable with her..

time passes so much faster as compared to the Nivea job..

tomorrow working at Burlington outlet.. hopefully it's slack there!

Way Back Into Love

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
oh oh oh oh oh... oh oh oh oh

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end...

into the Kitchen we go..

had a small meet up session with the girls at Juan's house yesterday.. Juan, Xue, CMY, Moon, Fang and I were there.. all 6 of us kept ourselves busy in the kitchen.. we cooked pasta and wantons(self made!).. Xue made us some potato salad which she named it the "Double Potato Salad" because of the 2 types of potatoes she used.. potato and sweet potato.. there were eggs and sausages too! DELICIOUS! Thanx Xue! sometimes I'm really amazed by the things that my girls can do.. Handicrafts.. Food.. anything you name it and it seems like there will be someone who can do it! hahaha~

we didnt cook alot but I guess the pastas really made us very full.. wantons were great and I think it's very nice of Juan to want to cook that! Thanx Juan! also thanx to the 2 wanton girls, CMY and Fang.. hahaha~

"Music and Lyrics" is nice.. the song "Way back into Love" is fantastic! it's a really nice song..

my first INDIAN CRUISINE

finally got to meet up with JERKZFLYS after so long.. we had our break since end of April but this is like the first time all 9 of us went out together.. we are one group of really busy people huh?! hahaha


1830 at Farrer Park Mrt Station.. Kelvin and Merv were late.. found a Northern Indian restaurant along Little India.. the food wasnt too bad.. but maybe this is our first time looking at Indian food, the menu looks abit to all of us.. din noe what is nice and what is not.. but we just anyhow whack lor.. hahaha~ luckily the food that we ordered wasnt that bad! hee~

managed to catch up with each other.. we were like chatting for a long time after we finished our meals.. hahaha.. we also hang out at Brewerkz at Clarke Quay.. nice place.. but we duno how to appreciate the BEERS there lahz.. hahaha~

what's wrong?

this post is not gonna sound too good, but I just wanna pour out my feelings lahz.. no hard feelings to anyone here.. so just read and take it as nothing have been mentioned here ba.. =)

always ends up an unhappy thing when I meet my friends initially.. as in when I just reach the destination and see them there.. Hmm.. somehow I always dont feel in place when we first meet up.. sometimes it really makes me wonder why is it like that.. or maybe I'm to sensitive ba..

说好 I go meet them at Farrer Park, but in the end when I reach there, they were not around.. they left for a drink at Mustafa.. rushed out to meet them earlier, in the end, I had to stand alone in the station for awhile.. but luckily they came to find me lahz.. I actually thought that I will be waiting there alone till like 1830? hmm.. this is not the first time le.. and I feel kinda sianz and maybe alittle left out ba.. what's wrong with me?

somehow, I feel that the people in this world are losing their sense of feeling awareness if that's what it is called.. no longer having the selflessness that our older generations used to have.. it's all ME, MYSELF and I, and ME for MYSELF.. what's going on? WEIRD temperature, WEIRD people with WEIRD behaviour.. what's next?

maybe I'm expecting too much from my friends just like how Tracy did in Secondary School.. I remember us telling her not to expect as much as she has put in in return.. haa! now it's back to me huh.. RETRIBUTION? think I've gotta start to 积 some 德 le.. be nicer to people and strangers.. do charities and donate money.. yeaah.. I really think I have to start be nicer le lahz..

those were the days..

have been browsing through Friendster and looking at some profiles of my Seconday school close friends.. like Juan and Shan.. I've came to realise that it has been quite a few years since we were in that school together, hanging out with each other and catching up with each other.. hmm.. 3 or 4 years already?

Juan left me a comment on Friendster a few days back.. said she missed me and the times we spent in Deyi.. all the things she mentioned suddenly came rushing back into my mind.. I was thinking about the Council times mostly.. hmm.. I guess that's where we have most of our wonderful memories.. =) dance practices for Investitures.. Camps.. Overseas outing and the list goes on.. Council wasnt really where I met my Bestest group of friends, but I definitely met a group of really good and close friends. the sad thing is that we have not meet up since we graduated from Deyi.. I guess we are all busy with our own lives.. I shall organise something when I come back from Cruise.. =) kinda miss them suddenly and just wanna hang out with them, also to catch up with one another to see how each of them are doing..

Siloso Beach Resort

our break after so many "busy" weeks during the holidays.. hee~

SiLoso Beach Resort looks cool and off we went!

suntan at the beach...

• got my fair share of the sun and I'm RED like the crab!!(though the sun wasnt strong at all!)


• Nua-ing on the beach with the sand around and under me.. RELAXING!


• MP3 pluged in my ears.. IN A WORLD OF MY OWN!

:: Me with the beach ::

:: No more sun ::

swimming in the pooL..

• cool scenery.. ENJOYING!


• surrounded by greens.. PEACEFUL!

:: After the swim ::

hungry and I meant REALLY HUNGRY..

• Sakae in the restaurant with the sea view.. FANTASTIC!


• SATISFIED! Mmmm.. mmmm...

slacking and enjoying the aircon...

Songs Of The Sea..

• SURPRISED by the long queue outside the gates..


• so so storyline.. alittle BORED..


• but the animations and set-ups are GREAT.. WOW-ed!


• overall.. not too bad..

:: Taken b4 the show started ::

Cafe Del Mar..

• I LIKE!!


• night scenery of the beach with the lights on the ships.. another "new" city only at night just like in the storybooks.. IMAGINATIVE!


• drinks.. COOL drinks!! Peach Jelly Cocktail.. Sex on the Beach.. Blue Ocean Margarita.. Lychee Martini.. Cowboy Shots..

::at Cafe Del Mar::

enjoyed myself.. but if we were there one day later, think you could have tan more... let's go more often kayz! =)