too Stressed? maybe..

have been dreaming alot lately.. dreaming as in dreaming when I'm sleeping at night and not daydreaming.. I can even have up to 3 dreams per night. dreaming about all sorts of things that are happening lately.. the terrorist that escape prison and still at large.. me getting kicked out of NTU and going over to Perth to study, at the same time staying with Moon.. all these are signs of someone being over-stressed and over worried about things huh? I guess so..

but why is it we don't dream about happy things when we are not stress? Beats me!

tomorrow's quiz.. supposed to have finish studying during recess week, but somehow I just didn't manage to grasp the concepts right and here I am studying everything all over again.. I can't even remember anything.. sometimes I really wonder if my memory and my mind is failing me.. feels like I have contracted some kind of terminal disease that is eating away my brain(I know there is a name for it, but being me, I really don't know what it is called le..). am I really sick? I'm really so scared.. hai~ I came to realise that engineering is really not my cup of tea and it's too late to turn back or should I say, I already have no turning back le.. all I can do now is try to study and do well for the remaining 2.5 years in NTU, get my degree and get out of this place..

NTU is really mad la.. first the change of HAS points system, screwing up hall activities and hall lives.. now it's their all new 'Triple Room'.. all thanx to the triple rooms, we need to queue up to bathe and to wash our clothes at the washing machines.. they think that they are so smart to come up with triple rooms but have they thought about the consequences? they love to do stunts la.. I wonder what they will be up to next! basically, they are trying to kill hall life and turn this whole place into a small international place with all the different different people from all over the world EXCEPT singaporeans.. hai~ poor us who leave so far from Pulua Nanyang, who have to travel 4 hours in total everyday to go to school and to get home.. where will our time to study and rest come from? HORRIBLE HORRIBLE! hello??? we are not some kind of robots you know? we are also humans lehz.. not from outer space!!! do you get it??? ZZZzzzz

DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!