我好累！

I'm so tired.. this is the first time in my whole 21 years of living that I'm feeling so tired during Chinese New Year.. I can't even enjoy my holiday without worrying about my tutorials, my projects and my quizzes.. why is it that I cant even enjoy this long weekend without having to think about school stuff? with all the going out to visit relatives and blah blah blah.. where do I find the time to finish all that there is for me to finish? it's only at night that I have the time to sit at my table to do some stuff.. but isn't that the time for me to rest? it seems like this long weekend isn't enough or should I say it isn't meant for me to take a rest at all! seriously.. all these stress and worrying really made me think if my decision 2 years back was a correct one. I'm so full of regret.. nothing but regrets! I'm putting in so much but nothing seems to be paying my hard work off.. I thought we are supposed to receive what we sowed? that is simply not happening to me..