nua Ling.. confused about what I really want..

just talked to my dear Mr President.. suddenly got the feel to join back JCRC once again.. but.. I'm confused.. and I dont know what I really want..

COR is a gone case for me le.. just knew it but dont know why still went down for the interview.. hai~ so many people going for the interview for just that few spaces.. already got the "you are not welcome" feeling from the people le.. how to be selected?

7th JCRC is about to be out soon.. due next Wednesday! out of 16 positions there are only 5 seniors.. I really wonder how the committee is gonna survive!!! Jia you ba people.. =) like I've mentioned earlier.. I got the feel, the gian-ness to join the committee again.. hai~ but again.. I am not sure about this feeling and I cant confirm.. I do not want to regret.. Meng Soon.. why you not around?? why you got Sweden?? hai~

wanted to join DND committee.. but until now, there isnt anyone that wants to be the Chair!! someone please come out lahz...

am I so gonna have no place in hall next year? hai~