going into Day 2 of FOC.. dont know why I'm so tired till I didnt catch the alarm this morning.. missed the Pool games in the morning.. joined them after lunch for Field games.. felt kinda out of place.. cant get into the OG.. and cant get into the seniors who were enjoying themselves throwing water bombs at the freshies and at the same time sabotaging each other.. just stood there like some kind of statue.. this just reminds me of myself at FOC last year.. couldnt click myself with the rest of the freshies and the seniors kept making fun of me.. now that I'm not a freshie anymore, where is it still the same for me? feel so out of place and everything..
I
miss Juan..
miss Juan's company during camp..
miss my Deyi councillors whom I had many wonderful camps with..
hopefully having the activities outside hall will help me feel more in place ba..
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