:: StressFul ::

really back to reality le.. so many things waiting to be done..

planning my timetable..

AGM report..

cleaning my bedroom..

cleaning my hall room..

Hall supper (which I've yet to receive my budget)

exercising and losing weight after all the eating at Cameron Highlands..

catching up with friends..

shopping..

watching the 2nd season of 24..

so many more shows waiting for me to watch..

blah blah blah..

feeling so lazy to move a single muscle to get myself to do all these things.. work.. gonna spend the next 3 days standing and stoning at Watsons again.. I really dread going to work now.. I just wanna nua in bed.. sleep whole day and do nothing! yeah.. I'm just a pig.. piggy me~ luckily I got a storybook from Dear yesterday.. "THE BLUE NOWHERE" by Jeffery Deaver.. started reading it and it's not bad.. at least there is something to keep me occupied during the breaks at work.. if not.. I'll be stoning at the foodcourt too~ eating alone is so boring! nobody to talk to.. everything is me, me and more of me.. makes me feel like a loner with ZERO friends in this world.. BOO!!! luckily it's 2 more weeks and it's goodbye to Watsons, Hougang Mall.. yay~5 more days worth of standing and stoning and I'll be free!!! tick tock, tick tock.. but this would mark the end of June which actually means.. 1 more month and school's gonna start.. and then I will have to start studying like crazy again!

2nd year is a KILLER year I think.. so many modules to do.. 2 4AUs modules in one sem is total madness! timetable so packed.. so many lectures.. so little breaks.. so little time to rest and have fun.. those people who said that university is easy are all bullshit-ting.. all rubbish! haa~ or maybe it's me or my course ba.. WHY did I choose to study Mechanical Engineering? WHY engineering? this is one question which I could never in my life answer.. NEVER! after 1 year of this, I still could not answer this question.. "I chose engineering bcos I could not get into Biz and bcos I could not do any other Science courses with only a Physics background.. and I am not interested in Arts and Social Sciences or Mass Communication courses".. that is all I can answer.. hai~ what a failure I am..