it's Good Friday today, but it's not a GOOD day at all.. weekends all burnt with the need to prepare for my oral presentation on Thursday, endless tutorials to finish, endless lecture notes to read and endless quizes to study for.. no time! no time at all for any other things.. thinking of the pile of work to do just makes me feel sick!
Fang, it seems like we can only make ourselves feel abit better when we do online shopping~ but we dun have tt MUCH money to keep using this way to feel happy... How?
SAVEEeeeeeeeeeeee MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Friday, March 21, 2008
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Happy Lil' Girl
spending time with Dear never fails to make me feel happier.. zero worries, zero stress.. weekends are the only time when I will be able to see him.. and that is the only time when I will feel zero stress and zero worries! even if it's doing nothing and just sitting down to have coffee with him.. somehow he can always remove all my worries and stresses.. =) just seeing him is enough to make me feel better.. .. ..
Friday, March 14, 2008
Life... life is so unpredictable..
just received a call from this new person that will be in-charge on Canteen 14 for the time-being.. what's the reason? I actually thought they are replacing Jason with this new person but the truth is.. Jason fainted and went into coma.. so sudden!
this week has been a week filled with news of people falling sick or contracting some illnesses.. some curable, some incurable.. why is life filled with all this unexpectable events? started this illnesses/ diseases topic with some of my friends.. why the hot topic now? why the sudden bring up of this type of topic? NIE has this girl who is in need of a bone marrow and numerous emails have been sent out to students and staffs, calling out to everyone of us out there to test if our bone marrow is suitable for her.. just last weekend, another email was sent out to us that there is this PRC China girl who has contracted leukemia and is in need of money to go through her 4 stages of Chemo.. also found out that people around me.. friends and their family.. so many of them have relatives and family members who have contracted cancer and other types of scary scary diseases.. will I be one of them too?
life is so unpredictable.. one can be so healthy, no sickness no complains of any unwells for a moment, and suddenly there he/she is, lying on the hospital bed not knowing the going-ons around him/her.
what if you feel unwell or have found out that you have contracted some diseases which will require alot alot of money to cure? what if it is incurable? what will you do?
I pray for Jason to be well again.. I pray for the NIE girl that she will be able to get a suitable bone marrow soon.. I pray for everyone to be healthy and illness free..
Life.. this is life.. vulnerable and unpredictable..
this week has been a week filled with news of people falling sick or contracting some illnesses.. some curable, some incurable.. why is life filled with all this unexpectable events? started this illnesses/ diseases topic with some of my friends.. why the hot topic now? why the sudden bring up of this type of topic? NIE has this girl who is in need of a bone marrow and numerous emails have been sent out to students and staffs, calling out to everyone of us out there to test if our bone marrow is suitable for her.. just last weekend, another email was sent out to us that there is this PRC China girl who has contracted leukemia and is in need of money to go through her 4 stages of Chemo.. also found out that people around me.. friends and their family.. so many of them have relatives and family members who have contracted cancer and other types of scary scary diseases.. will I be one of them too?
life is so unpredictable.. one can be so healthy, no sickness no complains of any unwells for a moment, and suddenly there he/she is, lying on the hospital bed not knowing the going-ons around him/her.
what if you feel unwell or have found out that you have contracted some diseases which will require alot alot of money to cure? what if it is incurable? what will you do?
I pray for Jason to be well again.. I pray for the NIE girl that she will be able to get a suitable bone marrow soon.. I pray for everyone to be healthy and illness free..
Life.. this is life.. vulnerable and unpredictable..
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
too Stressed? maybe..
have been dreaming alot lately.. dreaming as in dreaming when I'm sleeping at night and not daydreaming.. I can even have up to 3 dreams per night. dreaming about all sorts of things that are happening lately.. the terrorist that escape prison and still at large.. me getting kicked out of NTU and going over to Perth to study, at the same time staying with Moon.. all these are signs of someone being over-stressed and over worried about things huh? I guess so..
but why is it we don't dream about happy things when we are not stress? Beats me!
tomorrow's quiz.. supposed to have finish studying during recess week, but somehow I just didn't manage to grasp the concepts right and here I am studying everything all over again.. I can't even remember anything.. sometimes I really wonder if my memory and my mind is failing me.. feels like I have contracted some kind of terminal disease that is eating away my brain(I know there is a name for it, but being me, I really don't know what it is called le..). am I really sick? I'm really so scared.. hai~ I came to realise that engineering is really not my cup of tea and it's too late to turn back or should I say, I already have no turning back le.. all I can do now is try to study and do well for the remaining 2.5 years in NTU, get my degree and get out of this place..
NTU is really mad la.. first the change of HAS points system, screwing up hall activities and hall lives.. now it's their all new 'Triple Room'.. all thanx to the triple rooms, we need to queue up to bathe and to wash our clothes at the washing machines.. they think that they are so smart to come up with triple rooms but have they thought about the consequences? they love to do stunts la.. I wonder what they will be up to next! basically, they are trying to kill hall life and turn this whole place into a small international place with all the different different people from all over the world EXCEPT singaporeans.. hai~ poor us who leave so far from Pulua Nanyang, who have to travel 4 hours in total everyday to go to school and to get home.. where will our time to study and rest come from? HORRIBLE HORRIBLE! hello??? we are not some kind of robots you know? we are also humans lehz.. not from outer space!!! do you get it??? ZZZzzzz
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!
but why is it we don't dream about happy things when we are not stress? Beats me!
tomorrow's quiz.. supposed to have finish studying during recess week, but somehow I just didn't manage to grasp the concepts right and here I am studying everything all over again.. I can't even remember anything.. sometimes I really wonder if my memory and my mind is failing me.. feels like I have contracted some kind of terminal disease that is eating away my brain(I know there is a name for it, but being me, I really don't know what it is called le..). am I really sick? I'm really so scared.. hai~ I came to realise that engineering is really not my cup of tea and it's too late to turn back or should I say, I already have no turning back le.. all I can do now is try to study and do well for the remaining 2.5 years in NTU, get my degree and get out of this place..
NTU is really mad la.. first the change of HAS points system, screwing up hall activities and hall lives.. now it's their all new 'Triple Room'.. all thanx to the triple rooms, we need to queue up to bathe and to wash our clothes at the washing machines.. they think that they are so smart to come up with triple rooms but have they thought about the consequences? they love to do stunts la.. I wonder what they will be up to next! basically, they are trying to kill hall life and turn this whole place into a small international place with all the different different people from all over the world EXCEPT singaporeans.. hai~ poor us who leave so far from Pulua Nanyang, who have to travel 4 hours in total everyday to go to school and to get home.. where will our time to study and rest come from? HORRIBLE HORRIBLE! hello??? we are not some kind of robots you know? we are also humans lehz.. not from outer space!!! do you get it??? ZZZzzzz
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!
Monday, March 3, 2008
Triple Room.. it just sux!
this is how our new TRIPLE ROOM is going to look like! I really the person who is going to use the 3rd set of furniture is so at disadvantage la.. smaller table.. smaller wardrobe.. lesser space to put things.. just feel like a prison la.. this is just so ridiculous!Saturday, March 1, 2008
1 more day left of recess week..
tomorrow is sunday le.. that means my recess week is coming to an end le.. *dread* hai~ didn't manage to get alot of rest and was stuck home the whole week.. why?? didn't have any dates and also mainly due to the tonnes of tutorials awaiting me to finish.. hahaha~ the thought of going back to hall tomorrow night and the need to wake up early for lectures and having full 6 hours of lessons each day is so gonna kill me! after recess week = exams are COMING! = I am so gonna DIE!
what have I been doing the whole of recess week? Hmm.. that's a really good question which I myself may also have problem trying to answer! my daily routine.. set my alarm clock to wake up at 8am and 8.30am but I will snooze all the way till 9 plus.. have breakfast.. entertain my 2 nephews till they go for their afternoon nap.. then I'll try to do some tutorials and revise some maths and then, it will be my turn to go for nap! hahaha~ set alarm to wake up after an hour, but I will not do so until 2 hours later.. when I wake up, it's time to entertain the 2 monkeys again.. bathe, dinner and more entertainment.. try to do some more work and soon it will be 12am and it's time to sleep again! hahaha~ what boring and fruitless week I have been going thru!
and again.. I haven been seeing and hearing much of Dear, or should I say for the whole recess week ba.. and so fast I'll be going back to Pulau Nanyang again.. hai~
what have I been doing the whole of recess week? Hmm.. that's a really good question which I myself may also have problem trying to answer! my daily routine.. set my alarm clock to wake up at 8am and 8.30am but I will snooze all the way till 9 plus.. have breakfast.. entertain my 2 nephews till they go for their afternoon nap.. then I'll try to do some tutorials and revise some maths and then, it will be my turn to go for nap! hahaha~ set alarm to wake up after an hour, but I will not do so until 2 hours later.. when I wake up, it's time to entertain the 2 monkeys again.. bathe, dinner and more entertainment.. try to do some more work and soon it will be 12am and it's time to sleep again! hahaha~ what boring and fruitless week I have been going thru!
and again.. I haven been seeing and hearing much of Dear, or should I say for the whole recess week ba.. and so fast I'll be going back to Pulau Nanyang again.. hai~
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