Ni Ni 好失望。。。

din expect things to turn out like tt in Aussie.. din expect our dear fren there in Aussie lied to our dear cap.. not onli did you make Nic disappointed, you have also made the rest of us here in Spore disappointed in your actions.. it's not that we wanna interfere with your personal life, but dun you think this is not the time to play? your exams are in a week or two's time, shouldnt you be studying really hard at this time? I expected you to be able to priortise things in your hands, but this time round, you have proved me wrong isnt it?

maybe CMY is right abt regretting introducing you to our friends in NTU. if we didnt do that, I guess you wouldnt be in this situation now, making your frens worried abt you.. and I'm sure if your parents know abt this, you are really gonna get it from them, dun you tink so too? this time I really duno how to help you le.. you really have to do a lot of answering when you are back you know? I dunno how you are gonna do that, but you have to do it somehow.. Nic is super pissed now.. and you are making her not wanna care abt you anymore! DO SOMETHING!!! Nic and Qing Yuan are the 2 good frens you have in Aussie, and I must say you have to 靠她们 when you are in Aussie.. so please dun make yourself loose this 2 good frens of yours!

I understand you 2 juz got together, honeymoon period, wanna have each other's company as much as you can, but this is really not the time. I mean, exams are ard the corner, you should be studying now.. I'm not saying you 2 cant go out have fun together, but you cant do that everyday till late mahz.. for us, studies are more important than anything now rite? you know it too! when it's time to have fun you can have all the fun you want, but when it's time to get serious and study, you must also have the discipline to do that too!

Please dun let us worry abt you can? 20 le wor.. old enuff to know what you want and what you should be doing instead of letting your frens worry abt ya and nagging at you! (it makes us seem older than you when we are not!) do what you tinkyou should do ba..

Ni Ni 生病了。。

yeap.. it's gonna be damn embarrassing here.. I really have no idea how to put this but still I gotta let my frens know what's going on lahz.. Hmm.. ok.. I'm having piles, and yeap, it's extremely painful lahz.. I already have it like 7 years ago when I was 13, but that wasnt painful at all cos they are all hiden inside my butt.. 7 years later.. why I went back to see the doctor was bcos I could feel the pain.. and according to my doc, it has something got to do with my part-time job as a promoter.. hahaha.. funny isnt it? It's bcos I need to stand for 8 hours everyday, so according to him, "due to gravity, the piles slowly moves out of my anus lor". sad.. I'm extremely sad.. what's worse to hear is, it wun go away, as in I will keep having it during my whole entire life! and it will worsen when I get pregnant.. yes.. this is it.. I'm going crazy le.. my doc says it's hereditary, but my parents, my grandparents dun have it! only one of my cousins have it.. and there.. I'm the unlucky one lahz.. Zzzzz WHY IS IT ME??? I JUST DUN GET IT!!!

ok.. so Sera, this is why I cannot go dance fitness with ya on Tuesday.. I'm so sorry.. I oso gian to go and work out one.. but 行动不方便啦.. paiseh hor.. another time when I'm feeling better lor.. hehehe =)

dunno lehz.. really feel so embarrassed to tell ppl I got piles lahz.. it just cant come out from my mouth lor.. but luckily, it's not so bad until I need to go to the hospital lahz.. so can say it's a blessing lor.. haiz.. I'm forever down with weird illnesses de.. what to do.. it's juz 我的命 lor.. hAI~

i'm not a Watsons staff!

why is it 好人没有好报? working as a Nivea deo promoter in Watsons.. wearing Nivea's tee shirt, but ppl still can approach me to ask me if there is this, there is that.. when I could not get them what they want, they will say.. "are you sure you are working here one? dont even know where the things are and what you are selling.." HELLO HELLO?? for your information, can you open your eyes BIGGER and see what uniform I'm wearing before asking me whatever you are looking for and saying whatever you have said to me? i'm just a promoter that is going to work in Watsons for the most 6 weeks.. why the hell would I need to know where all the things are placed at? AND.. I was trying to be nice, doing things out of my job scope and helping you here, cant you be more appreciative? sometimes, I really dont understand these people.. you think we sales personnel are super heros arh.. everything that you expect, we must know and meet up to your expectations mehz? MADNESS!!

anyway, Day 2 and 3 at Watsons wasnt as bad as Day 1.. 6 bottles for each day, but still far far away from the quota.. I oso quite sian le.. where can hit quota one? ZZzzz.. got ppl wanna try out the new product after I introduced to them, I happy le.. but most people still not willing to try.. price too steep le I guess.. I mean, if it's me, I would oso probably not buy ba.. it smells nice.. but for a bottle of deo, I think it's kinda ex ba..

4 more weeks to go! hopefully, will 顺顺利利.. more sales and less problems! =)

OMG~ it's tough money manz...

first day at work.. Watson at Northpoint.. not exactly looking forward to this job of being a Promoter lahz.. but at least, I didnt dread going to work this morning.. that outlet is so small lahz.. so little place for me to stand, so little space for me to walk and look around.. no sales at all! how to hit the quota? I'm still far far away from the 24 pcs of spray, 24 pcs of roll-on and 10 pcs of stick.. omg.. someone please save me! mostly aunties visited the store, so how am I suppose to promote this deodorant to them? Zzzz.. I tried to pick up some people to promote the new pdt to, but these are what they gave me.. "I dont like Nivea!", "Nivea dont have the smell that I want.", "I prefer XXX.", "WAH! why so expensive?" and the list goes on... they will stand there and look at the different ranges of products on the shelf, but when I approach them, they will say, "it's okay, I'm just taking a look." and they walk off.. if this goes on.. think I can be the Promoter of the year le.. (the one with zero sales at the end of 5 weeks~) standing for 8 hours straight is no joke manz.. but still can tahan ba.. maybe cos today is the first day.. hmm.. we'll see what happens tomorrow ba.. and hopefully, some kind souls will come and buy the product from Watsons, Northpoint.. *praying hard*

Happy Lil' Girl

guess what? I actually saw Dear on msn juz now! hehehe.. so glad to see him online and chatting with him.. it has been at least 9 days since I last talk to him face to face.. I miss him so badly! chatted with him on msn for awhile.. supposed to talk abt his trip and everything, but we ended up talking abt work.. and when that happens, it actually wun turn out to be so nice lahz.. guess he feels bad for not being able to save his people.. but that's not his fault! everyone wans to help their own friends and their own people, but we only have limited places in the rec list, so we cannot cater to everyone's needs.. he understands that very well.. why is the school doing things that are not helping the locals out? instead, they seemed to be helping the foreigners more! hai~ this is so unfair lahz.. they do not do much in hall.. zero participation, zero effort and yet they can stay in hall and not those who have done so much for the hall... total unfair-ness~ 我要投诉!

enough said about this crazy thing le.. Dear is gonna be back tml morning.. as in 26th AM.. I juz cant wait to see him lahz.. but I'm working so that means I will onli be able to see him earliest sat nite after work.. tick tock tick tock, tick tock tick tock.. quick quick.. let tiMe pass quickly! Hopefully all goes well at work too.. haiz~ duno how I'm gonna hit the sales target per day.. muz CHIONG arh.. grab anyone tt steps into the shop! hahaha.. tink most probably they will tink I'm some kind of freak and I'm crazy lahz.. Good Luck to Me~

where has the lecturer gone to?

had another lecturer today.. he is taking over from today onwards.. morning lesson with him today.. 3 sheets of slides can spend the whole 2 hours talking abt it! lihai~ but he is crappy lahz.. try to act funny act lame and I dun understand how come the class still can laugh to happily at his "jokes"!! madness.. went for lunch and guess wat.. we decided to attend thursday's afternoon lesson! omg~ but.. the lesson is supposedly starting at 130pm but the lecturer din even turn up till 2 plus.. the 5 of us left.. hahaha.. the first lesson that we didnt want to pon but the lecturer be 真气.. hahaha.. juan and I went home, CMY and fang nua in hall waited for CMY's dad to come fetch them.. hahaha..

I did my best~

another day of meeting in hall.. 7pm to 11 plus.. but at least the list is finalised and hopefully we managed to save those that are worth our save! 40 slots is too little lahz.. lower the cut-off and maybe it would be more like it.. duno wat is wrong with these people.. havent they really think thru and draft out a possibility before implenting whateva they have in mind? it's so so so wrong lahz.. what will Hall 14 be without all the people that we did not manage to save? a hall filled with all the freshies and foreigners onli? that's not the way to be wad.. haiz~ someone please do something abt this issue next year ba.. the newly introduced distance thingy is not working at all! I think I would gladly prefer the old system where everything is much more confirmed and makes more sense! whateva points you get depends on what you do in hall and how you contribute to hall.. at least it can gurantee you with a single room if you are applying for one.. still can choose where you wan your room to be.. who your neighbours are.. so much better! but I got a feeling that we will be stuck with this system for at least a couple of years more.. ZZzzzz

just cant study..

Quiz is like 10 hours from now and I have not finished studying.. tried to study yesterday but I ended up sleeping.. again, I tried to study today, I oso ended up sleeping.. No mood, no feel, no momentum to start studying at all! cant be help in a way lahz.. it's holidays now eh.. who in the world will have the feel to study? "Water Resource Management" isnt that simple in the end.. it is actually a very interesting and "close to our heart" topic.. but I just dont understand why is it so boring in lecture lahz.. actually I know the reason, but let's be nice and not say it out.. 自己知道就好了。。hahaha..

got back from training at Nivea, played with my adorable nephew and had dinner.. wanted to start studying, but looking at the notes juz made me felt sleepy, and yeap, I napped awhile. woke up, bathed and this time really sat down to read thru the notes. was doing fine for tink an hour or so and then I got restless again.. watched an episode of 24 and I'm on my bed trying to read the notes again.. and you might have guessed correctly, yeap, couldnt get anything into my head so I'm here blogging.. sianz~

Oh ya.. for the ladies that are reading my blog, the new Nivea deodorant, Energy Fresh is really nice.. though it's abit ex for a bottle of deodorant, but I tink the fragrance is worth the money.. hahaha.. do go get yourself one to try out! hehehe.. best would be if you come down to where I'm promoting the deo to get it from me lahz.. *wink wink* =)

alright, better get back to my notes or I'll nv make it to bed tonite..

21st May 2007

have no idea what title to put for this post, so I guess today's date is the best title.. hahaha.. tried to study for Wednesday quiz, but I ended up nua-ing.. looking at the notes juz makes me so sleepy! seems like I'm back to those days where looking at the notes can juz make me doze off... sianz.. hate this feeling.. surfed the net, tried to study, slept like a pig, and out I went for my interview at United Square.. guess what?! today was the first time someone said my face is not in tiptop condition.. it's not like I'm saying that my complexion is very very good lahz.. but ya.. this is the first time lor.. kinda sad and I'm going for facial real soon! hahahaha... received the msg that I'm selected for the job and gotta go back there for training tml.. it's good to have a job finally, and I hope I can do a fantastic job.. still looking out for more jobs, so if anyone has any lobangs, pls let me know!!! no job = no $$ = no shopping... I WANT A JOB!!!!

went down to Suntec City for dinner with ERKZFLYS.. Merv's not in Singapore.. today's dinner is to celebrate Han's bday.. ate at N.Y.D.C.. wanted Country Manna, but somehow I think it closed down already.. all of us ate the baked pasta and baked rice.. the baked pasta tasted a little bitter, and the crew changed it for us immediately and stopped all orders of pasta.. think they are very quick to react to the situation and that's a great job! had a serving of dessert on the house and they also gave us a voucher for our next visit.. =)

here's han's bday mudpie..

what is HAS up to? how are we gonna save all our friends?

Kayz.. meeting juz ended and I juz got home from hall.. this is madness.. we were suppose to start at 6pm but.. there were people that were late(as usual).. the recommendation list is juz going on and on and on.. there are hundreds of people that did not meet the cutoff point of 13 for gers and 14 for guys.. and we can only put 40 names into the SENIOR HALL FELLOW recommendation list! this is crazy lahz.. we managed to come down to 70+ and there are still uncertainties.. P and VP gonna have a meeting with Prof Koo first and we see how it goes from there.. may have an interview for the shortlisted 70+ people to get to know their interest and everything that can help us make the final decision..

well, there's still the JCRC recommendation list.. but.. the problem is.. it is for those we have met the cutoff point of 13 and 14.. then.. what's the use of this list?! it's useless actually.. it's only for those we have met the cutoff point to secure a room in the respective hall that they applied for.. juz this simple recommendation list is driving all of us BONKERS already!! OH NO!! really pray that all goes well and those that are supposed to be in Hall will be in..

the next question.. who is going to run for JCRC next year? hahaha.. I'm not.. who is? nobody knows.. but I can juz pray hard that some kind souls out there is going to run for WELFARE next year.. *Praying Praying* it's not that bad actually.. not like what most people think.. "sai gang".. it's very satisfying if you have done a good job.. perfect and everything.. I actually had the intention to run for this post again, wanting to ace it and do a better job after this term.. but.. nahz.. I prefer to have freedom I guess.. hMM.. we'll see how it goes lah..

haPPy bIrThdAy tO hAn hAn...

juz got back from han's work place at Icekimo... it's her 20th birthday and we are there to celebrate it with her!!! her mum, sisters and Mumbo frens were there too.. "Happy Birthday, Han Zhi!"

it's been really a long long time since I last caught up with XueYi and Daphne.. seeing them juz feels so good lahz.. =) hanging out with them juz felt so relaxing and peaceful.. "Hey girls, I think we need to hang out more often!!!" anyways.. our team of 11 has been reduced to 5 tonite.. Dap, Fang, CMY, Xue and I... plus Han, so that's 6.. 2 in Aussie, 1 at work, 1 at camp and 1 MIA le.. we gotta do something about this man.. hahaha.. let's all put in more effort here kayz...

to Han.. hope you like the "surprise" we gave you, and also your bday present.. though it's not very fantastic, but it's useful eh.. hehehe..

yours.. "Lil Miss Piggy"

Dearz is in Yunan now.. 3am flight last night and he will be there for 10 days.. guess what.. I was already missing him even before he left for the airport. hahaha.. I guessed I've just grown to be independent on him and I'm addicted to him le!! I just LOVE him so so so much!

received his first sms from Yunan this morning.. was really happy to see his msg early in the morning! =) also received a letter from him.. he mailed it out before he left Singapore.. Thanx!! really din expect you to send me a letter through snail mail but when you asked for my address, I was already suspecting something.. hahaha.. but it's alright, cos I am really really very happy to get a letter from you!

counting down.. 9 more days before you are back in Singapore again...

my FIRST post

Here's my first post.. 16/05/07.. the day of creation of my first blog at blogspot.com... hahaha.. Din really like the idea of having a blog and actually posting private and personal stuff on the net cos it's like letting the whole world know about your secrets! but i've gotta do it for JERKZFLYS.. cos we decided to have a group blog which means, i need to have an account, a blog of my own too.. so.. here it is, and guess i'll try to update regularly apart from the diary that i already have.. (somehow, i feel that a diary is much better and confidential..)

anyways.. Cheerios to my first blog! =)